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Tuesday, November 1, 2011

#3 LOVING It!: A quick glimpse in the past


Rainbow right on our lake front view
 #3: Here I am on my Loving It #3. Today I want to take a quick glimpse in the past of my life. Perhaps I could mention one or two. Well, just remembering how I used to think that I was so grown up at the age of 18; little that I know I hit my 20's and I looked back at that time and thought I was getting it all figured it out. Then the more I grew and learn and accept learning things in life; and since I love learning the varieties of life lessons in hand. Then I hit my early 30's and, oh man, I know I am so not done learning. Every time I would discover one and work on one, another one or more gifts or lesson(s) pops out right in front of me. Then it starts giving me ideas as it downloads in my heart the blue print of what are the things needed to get done before the blue print becomes into a building of living a reality dream of what God has plans for my life. It no longer my so called plans. It became God's dream for me. Wow! Yes, it is way better than mine. So I totally obeyed in great discipline. At least as I do my best and push myself to where I am capable and willing to do. Then God would push me a little further than my limited strength. He knows I could go further than my own "know how" and my own "strength". Then I would take my step one after the other to obey.


So here I am writing once again and I am loving it to bring this change in me to the outside of my own playground. I get to share it and contribute it to those who hope and are willing to know and believe and understand God's truth remains at all times. Looking at the rainbow at the lake on this picture, it is just how awesome it is and how beautiful life is if we all apply that truth God has given us. It is available to everyone. But the sad part about it is not everybody is willing to  unwrap the truth gifts from above.


I love that I am more alive this time of my life that ever before- this makes me even think of what more a year from now or few or half a decade from now...what will I feel? I bet extremely loving it every bits of mili-seconds of my life to love and live a life full of peace in me and give the world the love as it smiles back at me in great deal of connection with LOVE- God's love rocks!